Oh I understand....if your stories weren't so good we wouldn't be "nagging" ;)

I feel the same way with some novel series that I read (such as Outlander) so good you can hardly wait until the next book comes out....and you have that little fear "Oh please let me live long enough to read the entire series" or "please don't let J.R.R. Martin kick the bucket before he finishes Game of Thrones".....