Dreams - A Drabble

[aconitumn.livejournal.com]

(perhaps a bit late, but that's me all round.)

When he sleeps, he dreams of dogs. He dreams of winter snow, crumbled buildings, black ash. He wakes with the cry of a ten year old in his mouth, a cry of real fear; but bites it in as soon as he registers the bed around him.
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When his partner wakes, he knows it’s that dream again. He knows him too well. He’s shared enough beds thanks to their parsimonious boss. His own dreams are usually of girls, sometimes of falling, sometimes of guns. He reaches out in the dark and strokes his partner’s arm, and both fall back asleep.

Comments

[mrua7.livejournal.com]

Wow, very emotional. Well done!

[aconitumn.livejournal.com]

Thank you :-) I kind of want to weave it into a story somehow but I have no inspiration right now.

[mrua7.livejournal.com]

I've made use of the same scenario in some of my stories, but it's never preeminent in the story and just serves as a vehicle for revealing bits and bobs from Illya's past.

[aconitumn.livejournal.com]

I'd like somehow to make it the focus of a story but I need to find out more about Kyiv during WWII really. I've heard so many people talk about attack dogs and that being why Illya would be so scared of dogs, but I haven't been able to find much out about that.

[mrua7.livejournal.com]

Actually I addressed both those topics several of my stories. Illya being scared of dogs is in part based on the episode "The Foxes and Hounds Affair" when Illya has his mind read about being a boy in Kyiv.

I did tons of research about the city during the war for my story "Beginnings" but it took sifting through tons and tons of research until I was able to glean and pare down what I finally used. WWII and Soviet involvement is almost overwhelming to research.

I recall in the book (I think) "Inside the Aquarium: Making of a Top Soviet Spy," by Viktor Suvorov, that dogs were used in agent training, along with a lot of other things, like the threat of sending traitors or failures to burn alive in blast furnaces.

Kyiv was blown apart by the retreating Red Army as they booby trapped much of it in order it not to aid the advancing Germans in 1941. There's also the terrible murder of 33,000 Jews at the Babi Yar ravine, near a German concentration camp. I used a lot of this in my 'Beginnings' Illya backstory.

[pfrye.livejournal.com]

Inside the Aquarium is a great book about the inner workings of the GRU - in fact the author has several you tube videos out as well.

[gevr.livejournal.com]

I guess we all have that dream that wakes us up at night sometimes. It's good to have someone to reassure you then :-)

[glennagirl.livejournal.com]

There is a proverb applicable to your scene. .. There is a friend that sticks closer than a brother.
Your quest to write that story sounds like a journey worth taking.